Lana - Entry 49

I’m still heading down the road in the direction the man took Lilith but on foot I’ll never be able to catch them. I’m going to have to try my hand at stealing again. I don’t have enough money to buy a horse and without one I’ll never be able to catch them.

I’m going to be strong this time. I’m going to be strong for Lilith. I know she would do it for me. I know she would. It’s my fault she got caught and I’m going to have to free her. I hurt everyone that gets close to me, but no more! Everyone that has come into my life has been disappointed, hurt or killed. I’m going to stop being worthless and harmful. I’m going to stop thinking about myself. Lilith is my friend, my sister and I will not let her down.

I’m off to find a horse.